whether or not i have lived before or not my spirit within feels like it has been alive forever. i have dreams of things that have happened and none of it fits in to the body i have now. so if they aint no such thing as this spirit being here in another body then i have to believe that my spirit has gone loony then, so instead of worring if its loony or not ill jusy accept it as been here before. if there is such a thing as willing your soul back as i think there is then my will for coming back is gone.as ive mentioned in the vision board or somewhere thereabouts i tried leaving but changed my mind when i seen all the long sad faces.well i better shut up now or ill end up complaining about how sorry life is to me when you got a body that hurts all the time lol.