I am still alive, but I never expected so much change would happen to me from them taking that tumour out.  My thinking is so much sharper and clearer now that I label the old me a complete dumb nut. Lots of things that I have done in the past that doesn't make sence of the why I done them that way and I redo it all, even down to how I organized my outbuildings. I hate being normal. I have never gotten so dizzy from a head cold in my whole life. To have to poop once a day is driving me nuts too. I have took myself off all my medicines except for the dilantin because without at least 100 mg a day I have seizures. I am down to 90 more and I have to figure a way to afford a doctor. I just hope I don't lose my drivers license from having to take it.